"Be Joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus"

Something I struggle with is anxiety.
Today my mom was on the phone with my grandma when I got into the car. My grandma was having an episode and it scared me. I automatically started to panic in my head but God took a hold of my heart and soothed me. Whatever happens is His will, and i need to focus on that. I put all my trust in Him and I have no doubt that He will take care of what is happening. This is out of my hands and there is no reason for me to try to control the situation. I'm definitely working on keeping an open heart and open hands. My grandma is not mine, she is His. I'm not saying her time is now but whenever it may be, I will praise the Lord for giving me the time He gave me with her.
 "Be Joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus." 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
That's something I wrote out for her and put in her hospital room and I pray it continues to give her encouragement even through these hardships. 
I'm so thankful to Him for blessing me with these awesome lessons and being able to share them!
My God continues to teach me new things and encourage me through the toughest times, and for that I am so thankful. I will praise him through the good times and the bad times! He deserves all the glory and praise!